Well I am working on my "My Space " Best thing is it resizes your pishures without making them microscopic.. I took some pishures last night.. (Please Ignore The Fact That I Was Wearing A Wyfe Beater... ::Blush::) Trust me I would Only Do that if I ran Out of Clothes.. And Since Jenny Keeps coming Over **It happens Alot now**.  ::Growl::, But Anyway.. I will Give You a Like to My "My SPACE".. Just wait I am not done with it. Well, youth group sucked cock.. I ended up falling asleep on the little couch in front of the bathroom, (Don't worry I was all alone and a matter of fact NONE of them talked to me.. But Phillip, Anna, and Anna's friend **they all left soo early**). Well I showed "John" teh picture of Josh (The One That I always keep in my wallet..) and Thus John said:

"No offense, But this guy is wayyy out of your league... Are You Sure HE is Your Boyfriend?..." John, John, John, Always keeping an eye on me.. Like he did that night.. But anywayz..

*****

 I Thought about it.. and he is right... hmm. GAwdd.. Oh and Josh do not worry those girls said absolutely nothing about the whole mall incident lol.:) And ounce more.. No red head dude, so I guess I was "safe" or as safe as I could ever be...In a church. **anywayz***

So yeah.

-much-love-

-victoria-ann- 

It wasn't supposed to be like this.. Another dose of unhappiness...

**edit** wow im great i lost 2 friends in one week.. matt wont talk to me since i yelled at him on the phone. and i most admit i have tons of remorse and feel liked i sinned so much more than normal.. i guess im in luck that i am catholic. **we are all sinfull, as long as we ask frogiveness.. we wont be screwed.** yesh.. what the priest tells us every week after mass. so i guess i may be alright.. lol.

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**Edit**

Okay it is after church.. BY alot.. lol.. it's almost 1AM. I am pretty "shook up". Alot of breakdowns.. emotionally unstable bullshit, but hell I can't help to admit I do have a pretty damn good life. Well minus the whole friends bullshit bcuz right now my total is maybe threee (if I am lucky).. and minus the best friend bcuz right now matt hates me...and well i just keep fucking things up.. with mom.. with josh.. with school.. with church.. with everything.. hell this whole week  has been full of mistakes. I will get over it. I mean not every day can be a good day.. And without the bad days would we really have "good days". Amy is being a stupid bitch again.. always talking about me. . . I Love the way Josh is always trying to back me up... makes me feel a little bit safer in the hell this week has been.. i must admit I have had my good days. Just we seem to focus more on the bad. I*m pretty restless.. I couldn't even watch teh whole movie. Iounno.. I guess to much on my mind.. but if you asked me I would say .. I am thinking of absolutely nothing.. **so do not bother**  Iounno.. I really just wanna hide.. I wanna go in the back of teh truck and cry.. **but it's too fucking cold** and if you asked me why.. I really do not have a reason.. I just feel so alone.. yet I know I am not.. maybe its the fear that Amy's words may get through to Josh.. and he may believe her shit.. THAT STUUPIID FUCKING BITCH! --Affectionate--

-much-love-

-victoria-ann-

Okay, hellow. Today was pretty good nothing really went bad. Iounno, I had fun with brittany walking arm-in-arm. *ohh yeshh* and it turns out the hand cuff thingy's on her skirt come off...Cour is I would ever humilate myself by wearing a skirt i would want "real" handcuff's right over the ass. *so when I sit down it woudl be painfull* lol. *yeshh* I was ina good mood.. or I am now, after my nap (1 1/2 hours...) **tell you more later**